bitching around.....

hey2.. i'm back!!!! my life is gr8 so far... i tink that i'm at a stage wher decisions i made would affect my future.. lil' decisions like who i reali like n stuff... thats me!! not enuf w boys.. haha... u guys may tink i'm a biatch, bt i'm nt yay.. no la... huge decisions too... hmm... i'm still confused n scared to mk decisions u noe...
u noe.. abt me n 'F'.. i tink its just best we are nt frens because for a fact that stands that i hav a lil' bit of feelings for him left n for a fact that i dowan him n me to b 2geder again.. because i'm nt letting myself go thru hell again... n for a fact that my heart hurts weneva he toks abt gals n shit... i tink its best that we r not frens...... altho it hurts to tink or even say that to him, i tink its for the best of our future.. i can't reali move ahead wen i noe he's in my life.. n thats wat i dont want k....
well, i'm meeting my mom l8r... my mom n me r having a ladies' day out!!!! yippee... its been decades since we went out 2geder.. yap, 2 day's my off day/... including tml!!! yeah.. 2 strait off days.... hahahahahahahaha
i hav no idea wat else to write other than thank, ALLAH, my family and my frens for all the help that they hav given me wen i'm in dire straits or wen i'm in deep shit... tanx all....