common test!!

omg!! my common test is like 2 wks away.. it kinda suck bcuz nw we hav common test b4 our 2 wks hols wich means little time 2 study! bt, i'm lookin 4ward 2 the hols though..
well, 2day i have class at 1 bt feel kinda lazy cuz i noe the class is gonna last less den 2 hrs.. aft dat, go hm.. tues is the most relaxin day of the wk!! well, i'm turnin 20 in e few mths time!! hmm.. i could feel dat i'm emotionally changin.. i donoe.. mebe its juz hormones.
wen i was in my teens, i feel kinda scared 2 grow up cuz wen u r older, it seems diseases will catch up w u n all.. dats my fear!!
well, wadya tink? shld i b feared of growin up??